in slow motion

lately i've mostly been feeling like i just can't keep up. i start out the day okay, but maybe an hour or two into work all i can think about is how tired i am, or how i'm not feeling great, or what hurts, or how long is it until i can go home and nap. yet... i haven't napped all week. i think i've been social pretty much every day. nothing wrong with that, at all! i'm just tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrred. i think part of it might be seasonal/weather related. and part of it is that the last time i had a night where i didn't wake up in the middle at least once (and an average of twice and sometimes more than that...) was two weeks ago. granted, this is just who i am. and i do tend to cycle a bit so there will be some point in time where i sleep like a baby for a month or two, and that will be awesome and good. but it doesn't make me feel any less tired *now*! i do idly wonder if the two days at the end of last week that i went without my co-enzyme q-10 just really threw me up, but the idea that that's possible seems ridiculous. though, to be fair, the biggest part of my battle with major fatique was mostly resolved when i started taking the co-q-10. but still, surely two days off of it would only throw me off for those two days, maybe three?

whatever. i'm going to watch er in a little bit, and then go to bed, and tomorrow's another day (egadz! not another day!) but it's the last one before vacation, so yay!

today i:

- got to give out advice about travelling to scotland
- sneered
- had indian food from a yummy new place
- got kicked a lot
- watched the rest of ep 2 of rupaul's drag race
- discussed lost theories with a coworker
- was disgusted by someone pointlessly lying and by someone drawing ludicrous conclusions based on ignorance and prejudice, part two
- debated cutting someone off
- saw cute cats at the pet store and wished i could take some of them home
- got called back for a hug and a kiss from a kid who usually yells at me to "go away!", just because he was in a really fabulous mood
- had a strawberry lassi, omg
- misspoke a lot, yet avoided spoonerisms
- came *this* close to buying a memory foam mattress pad, but didn't
- bought fantastic gingerbread hand soap
- found demeter pomegranate for $7.99
- was buffeted by wind and nearly blew away
- feel guilty because i think the garbage can blew away, and if i had just waited another five or ten minutes before leaving for work, i probably would have prevented it from happening
- forgot what i was going to type next