actually, i can, indeed, get sick

hello inability to sleep for more than twenty minutes here and there because of freezing.
hello fever of 102.
hello glossy eyes.
hello whiny inner voice saying, "no no no why why why? i want something but i don't know what gimme gimme gimme go away go away!"

:(

addendum

hello, orange sweatshirt of emotional comfort and wearing-during-doom.